I don’t trust ANYONE. I secretly think everyone will hurt me. And I am so terrified to be hurt anymore. I believe that I’m not enough to make anyone wanna stay. And I don’t know what to do.
I am hungover from earlier and so tired and yet not tired. I love SNL.
The computer people said I’m probably going to lose everything. This sucks, there are so many pictures I don’t want to lose =( I’m bored and lonelyy.
i maybe just ate ellio's pizza for breakfast.
cutthekids1nhalf: don’t judge me. I ate dino shaped chicken nuggets. no judgement.
whats-a-clock-without-batteries asked: IM SORRY ): ID OFFER TO TEXT YOU SINCE IM GETTING OFFLINE BUT IM SURE YOU GET THAT ALOT ER DONT WANNA SO GOODNIGHT (: hope you can fall asleep
whats-a-clock-without-batteries asked: sup cutie
i wish someone would ask me stuffff.
I need to have sex. Loving, hand holding, staring into their eyes, trembling, sweating, biting their shouder sex.
This is going to be the worst weekend ever. 3 days of loneliness, all my friends went away. Plus I have no computer, I’m on my sisters netbook currently and it is the most annoying thing ever. Also, Karl called me lastnight and I’m so sad now, he made me laugh so much now he’s just gone again. And I’m feeling particuary ugly and pathetic. soo woooo.
tumblr I miss you so muchhh, I’ve had no computer but hopefully mine will be back in the next few dayss! I’M HAVING SERIOUS WITHDRAWAL.
I’ve been having the worst computer luck lately, hence my lack of posts. WAH.
If nobody else is gonna be good to me, I’m gonna be great to me! =D
I feel really good today. I ate really healthy, day1 of no more caffeine has gone well so far and I think I’m gonna go for a little runskii. And I talked to someone I miss a lot and I just feel like the suns a little brighter on me.
I just woke up from the worst timed nap in history, which I do often, so now I’ll be awake all night. I’m eating a turkey, cheese and mustard sandmichh and wearing a owl nightgown, I shit you not.
I’m giving up caffeine, right now, cold turkey. Shit’s killing me.
I just stumbled on this old video of me and my brother messing around and it made me laugh. I love him. Excuse my horrible voice and stuffing my gullet with chicken nuggets.
I’m leaving to go see Manchester Orchestra. Then I’m going to the ave to drink. Then I’m waking up tomorrow and going to see my best friend and godbaby. Then I’m going to sleep until Monday morning. Maybe someone will kiss me in between.
So far this weekend is one big stupid failure.
just watched the track by track interview with adele for 21, and I love her even more than ever.
badhygiene-deactivated20110602 asked: tell me a bit about yourself, if you don't mind? what do you like? what do you hate? what do you want out of life?
Some days I feel like Michael Douglas in Falling...
I just want to be home, snuggled up alone in my bed with the AC blasting, and the whole world just keeps getting in my way. Today was such a long day, and I’m so tired. And my plans for tomorrow night just got canceled. Generally I’m in a very blueblueblueee mood.
badhygiene-deactivated20110602 asked: it's okay to hop around from one thing to another. trust me, we all do it at one point!
There's always that one guy that no matter how bad...
badhygiene-deactivated20110602 asked: i'm thinking of teaching english/creative writing! :D nursing school? that'd be really cool as well!
badhygiene-deactivated20110602 asked: aweh! that's so awesome! i'm trying to become a teacher, myself. but i want to teach at the high school level.
badhygiene-deactivated20110602 asked: what do you do? :)
I am so beyond tired. I know that probably seems like all I ever say, and it is. The thing is I never sleep more than 5 hours a night, and 5 is if I’m lucky, because I have raging insomnia. WAMP WAMP WAMP.
badhygiene-deactivated20110602 asked: i just got home from my friend's apartment and i'm about to make myself some dinner :) how was work?
pinksugarpuff asked: I want to bite your chubby thighs.
notquiteawake asked: You seem pretty awesome. I saw you on FYCG, so I went to your blog, and I Had to follow :p.